Thursday, May 22, 2014

Dear Universe.

Well... thank you universe to let me live in you. I want to ask you something that I still can't understand about this live.

First, why do we always cry for the same reason when we can't laugh twice for the same jokes?

Second, why you gave me this kind of feeling? Feeling to not let go someone?

Third, why we can't stop doing or habbit when we know that is bad?

Fourth, why do you call it "falling in love"? When we know, everythings fall get broken and hurt.

Fifth, when people make promises to you, and they just broke it. Why we can trust them again?

............

Lets just think...

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Saat kau harus pergi, lagi...

Entah lah berapa kali kau ingin meninggalkan ku seperti ini. Kau selalu saja pergi tanpa alasan yang jelas, dan saat aku telah meng ikhlaska kepergianmu, kau kembali... dan betapa bodohnya aku yang selalu membiarkanmu masuk.

Kau pergi, untuk kesekian kalinya. Kau kembali, untuk kesekian kalinya.
Apakah kau tidak peduli perasaanku?

Kau kembali setelah aku telah terbiasa tanpamu, tanpa pesan singkatmu itu, tanpa perhatianmu lagi. Dan kini kau pergi lagi, setelah berkata kau menyayangiku, saat pesan singkat dan bbm mu kau memanggilku sayang. Damn!

Friday, May 2, 2014

Love letter

Dear, someone who own my heart

Where have you been? I haven't see you in a while.
I've been good. Still going to school, studying, and you know...
The school just got so boreed since you wasnt here. Haha
I hate the fact that i miss you this much.
Even we have 'broke' up last month, you still here, in my heart.
You are the first person across my mind to write this love letter.

I'm sorry about my decision to set you free wasn't right for you. I just feel you can't stay by my side anymore.
But until know I just realize that there's something about you I can't let go.
I'm just thinking "before you come in my life, I was fine. And I bet I'll be just fine without you in it again".
And, I know I was wrong. If I could, I'll catch you, but I think I can't.

And the time pass, fastly.

You got me again. With your gaze, your care. My friend told me to not fall in the same hole. But, i can't help that I'm falling in love with you, again.

You told me that you're back. But I always know, that you never left.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Mereka bilang kau kembali

Apa benar kau telah kembali? Seperti yang mereka katakan padaku?
Ataukah mungkin hanya anganku saja yang terlaku besar dan harapanku untuk bersamamu terlalu tinggi.
Sudah sifat alami wanita, kurasa.... terlalu menggantungkan harapan pada sesuatu yang tak mungkin.
Tapi.. salahkah?
Salahkah jika perasaanku masih ada padamu? Toh aku tak pernah mengumbarnya, kecuali pada tulisan ku ini.

Jatuh cinta itu tidak salah, kan?
Aku tak tahu dimana letak kesalahanku, aku merasa begitu bersalah telah jatuh cinta padamu.

Aku pernah melupakanmu.
Aku sudah pernah menghapusmu.
Aku bahkan telah bertekad untuk tak mengingatmu lagi.

Tapi....
Kenapa kau datang lagi dan membuatnya seperti pertama kali?
Kau datang menghapus semua yang buruk tentangmu dan kembali mengingatkanku masa masa "kita"

Kau datang seperti kita tak pernah berkata pisah. Kau kembali menyatakan perasaanmu.
Kau kembali membuat ku penuh tentang dirimu lagi.